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She disappeared from her mother to Avery in August 2008 4 weeks later.

Lex, lost January 25, 2009, 8-9 weeks

And Ryan, who disappeared 5 weeks later on November 16, 2009.

Louisville, Kentucky

On September 10, 2005 we married Matt. Three months later we stopped birth control for only 3 weeks and it turned out we were pregnant. I had a great pregnancy, I really enjoyed everything. I do not have a problem. AD August 27, 2006 We are happy with my wonderful son Noah. life is beautiful When Noah was 1 1/2 years old we decided to join our happy family. So we started trying.

The first time it happened so fast that I wish it would happen again soon. It took 8 months to get pregnant! I'm very upset that this isn't happening, but very excited to see these two lines in the test. It was Monday August 4th 2008. I was only 4 weeks old and I knew Noah and I were waiting for an appointment because I knew I had to leave at least 8 weeks before the doctor's visit. I saw this on Wednesday the 6th. I was scared because I wasn't bleeding with Noah. So I called the doctor and he said the spot could be normal and if it got worse he said call again.

Unfortunately, it only got worse. So I called back and was told I could have an early morning abortion. So they did a blood test to see where my level was and it was definitely low. And after two weeks of blood tests, I confirmed I wasn't pregnant. I find that difficult! i feel like a loser As if I was somehow wrong. Everyone said, "Something happened to me" or "Something's wrong with the baby"... He had to make me feel good! After all, it's not. In general. The doctor told me that these things would happen and I could try again in two months.

I am ready to start training immediately and Matt. On New Year's Eve 2008 I realized that I had to get pregnant again! After 4 weeks I was very happy and scared to death at the same time. What if it happens again? My husband told me not to think like that and be happy. Easy. So I did what I called the doctor. They wanted to see me up to 8 weeks, even with a miscarriage. So I made an application. I thank God all day without seeing His blood! Then at seven weeks I started seeing. My heart is broken. I called the doctor and they let me in. They did an ultrasound and I could see and hear my little heartbeat! He said the ultrasound is a good sign to see the heartbeat. I was still bleeding more than the doctor wanted but said there was nothing I could do. If I had an abortion, it would happen. I'm so annoyed! After all, there was nothing they could do! When the bleeding got worse he would tell me to call him. 9 Sunday Saturday January 24th. I left work early because I was bleeding and in severe pain. That evening I went to bed early. I am very sad. I woke up in the middle of the night with excruciating stomach pains. I got up to go to the bathroom with blood running down my legs. I started to cry. The pain went away, so I cleaned up and went back to bed. So I think they were in pain because it took about two hours. I'm up and down all the time. Seriously, I thought I was going to die. I lay in bed in the bathroom between jogs and cried. Matt just hugged me and said it's okay. How is that? We lost our baby! When I decided to call the doctor, he started to calm down. He called me for pain medication and wanted an ultrasound on Monday. I feel so empty. I knew my baby was missing, so I didn't need an ultrasound to tell me.

On Monday I had an ultrasound and found that it wasn't all over yet. I need a D&C I was so pissed off at the time... I want this to stop. So sign up for D&C on Friday. The process itself is not that bad. I have a mild physical illness and there is no recovery... I went to dinner that night. It was just an emotionally debilitating experience. I went back to the test and it still shows a positive pregnancy test result! Is it right !! i want to scream Not D&C?? To get rid of them all?? My doctor told me to wait a week and take another test. Fortunately, when I passed the analysis at home, it was negative. The doctor told me I would have to give up for at least 3 months before I could try again. I was willing to try again after those 3 months but Matt refused. I hate seeing you go through this. He didn't want me to face him again. Bless her heart, she did everything to help me, but what can she say to make it better...nothing. So it took a while before I agreed to try again.

ADVERTISEMENT On November 9, 2009, she received a positive pregnancy test. Matt was very happy but I wasn't expecting much. I can't imagine going back here again. Unfortunately I was right. A few days later I started bleeding. I went to the doctor and did an ultrasound. I have to look at my beans. It's too early to see or hear a heartbeat, but my son is on screen. I said goodbye I lost beans in 5 weeks on November 16th. I cry all the time! I'm looking for a culprit and unfortunately criticizing meta. Not because he had anything to do with it. I just have to be mad at what happened to us! I'm mad at God... How could he let this happen to our family again? Aren't we impatient? I don't even want to go to church. I am always angry... Seeing someone tell me they are pregnant or pregnant is like a punch in the stomach! It's not that I'm not happy with them... but I keep thinking... Why? Why not me? They said, "Everyone thanks Noah." I am very grateful to him! I thank God every day because I don't know how I would have survived without him. I love it more than life! But I still don't understand the pain and sadness of losing our children. I realized what helped me to name our oats. This brought me some closure. My angel children are Avery, Lex and Ryan. I pray I don't miss their meeting and date. you are part of me I'm afraid people don't understand that. They tell you not to talk about it or just move on. You are my children! I don't care if I see them or not, they still have my kids and I miss them every day!

I went to the fertility doctor and did a lot of tests. there is nothing wrong with that. All they found was that I had cystic fibrosis and two tumors in my stomach. I had surgery to remove everything. But the doctor said that's not why I lost the child. Very annoying! As strange as it may seem, I hope they find something wrong, so get some answers as to why this happened to our family. The doctors do not understand why we should not try again and the pregnancy is successful. So this gives me hope! It also helps me control my anger. And recently I was able to let go of my anger and ask God for forgiveness knowing that my angel is in His hands now. Although I don't get it... he has a purpose. Now that I am taking hormones during ovulation it will help me get pregnant. I've been doing this for about a year. I hope this works because I don't know if I can afford another loss. I really want to get pregnant. Please pray for me that this treatment will be useful for us!!

You can contact Sarai at 3974@yahoo.com